Laguna's Poetry

[Laguna]

These are just a few of the poems i've written for my g/f


All I need is to see you smile
And happiness flows through me for a while
Your the only one that makes me happy no matter what mood I’m in
And I wouldn’t care about having you as a friend being a sin
I can write something long but I want to make this short and sweet to
You’ll always be my girlfriend and as a present I’ve written these poems for you

Everytime you talk to me I seem to have a smile
Even when I’m feeling shitty and haven’t seen you in a while
You make me laugh because your funny
And your also cuter than a playboy bunny
If I was without you I don’t where I would be
But when I’m with you happiness and joy is all I see
I thank you for everything that you’ve done for me
Please don’t ever change cuz your perfect from what I can see

Your so unique in every way
I want that and your beauty to always stay
Your body is perfect and you don’t need to modify
And if you did it would only be a shame and a lie
Your the greatest person anyone could ever find
I’m always glad I met you and now your always on my mind
You make dark days bright with just your soul
And every moment with you are never even dull
I’m glad your my girlfriend and I hope that will never alternate
Since every second with you is always happy and great

I will make all the waters part
Just so I can reach out touch your heart
I will hold you through the darkness and into the light
And I will always love and that will never lose its sight
I’ll kiss your lips gently all night long
And I’ll memorize your favorite song
I’ll travel the road till I meet you face to face
And at that moment my heart will flutter at a rapid pace
You always give me strength in everything I do
And thats why I love you and will never leave you

Since the first day I saw you I knew I was in love
And I took your hand as we flew away on a dove
Our time together is never a waste
And together our lips we will taste
I hold you in my arms through pain and terror
My love I have for you is not a error
I will stay with you through the horrible and bad
I will kiss you and make you happy when your sad
I will hold you closely through the night
Keeping all evil out of sight
I will do anything you ask without a second thought
Even if its wrong and I have the risk of being caught
As you can see I’ll do anything just for you
And no one can say that isn’t true

[Laguna]

Now onto the other stuff

As I lay on the floor
in a dark pool of blood,
my life flowing away with every drop,
I remember you and your lies
As the knife cuts deeply in my veins,
the crimson blood seeps out.
But the pain is lessened and turns to numbness
as I remember you and your lies.
I close my eyes and I see your face.
Your eyes that melt my soul.
Your lips that spoke such cruel words.
And I remember you and your lies.
But now all hope is gone.
My blood flows like a never ending river.
And only one thing helps me die.
I can't forget you and your lies
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Hail, hail, my bloody vail
Anguish and fear my lonely tear
I dripped from the heaven
My eyes devoid of light
A dream it is not
To real to realize the slaughters rot fallen
I've come to extinguish my own soul
To save the soul of others
My new life begins
New love horror remains
Excepted as real mortal to feel
And loveless I steal
I tried the noose and the goose
But the blade could not shade
This violent life
What strange and beautiful and so critical
I feel no control
Visions of formless things that shift
And tumble out of the darkness of chaos
Immortal rights now useless
But to your lift it is faceless
Have you seen me
I don't appear
But to hear me look into fear
No eyes to see with
No ears to hear yourself praying
To a god that does not hear
So what have I
But to stare and cry
Into my visions of hate and incisions
I do not like to feel you
Not this way I hear you
Cry to shame I need you
Kill and die my virtue

I stay awake night just find my mind
it's always lost inside filled behind
belowered into a cake I vomiteth
at the sights I see dream, wet dreams
hollow are the skulls I crush
hard to follow, voids wallow
sliping out of my hands
dragons fire burns my heart
my quota of pain is met
and I'm set free from my dungeon love
morbid love coffin
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These voices in my head just wont go away.
Everytime I ask them to leave ,they stay.
I dont know how much more I can take,
I wish they would materialize to be pierced with a stake.
Having these voices isn't very mundane,
but my mind will forever be their domain.
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Angel of death,
come to me here.
For sweet death
I can feel is near.
Destroy my spirit,
burn my soul.
Advenge my death,
turn my body to coal.
And as the children laugh,
and as the children play.
Let them know no fear.
For the icy fingers of death,
I can feel are near.
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Ever noticed how a minute can seem so long?
How it stands still when times are so wrong.
Ever noticed how a minute can go so fast?
In good times when you wish they would last.
Ever notice how dark the skies can really be?
On those nights when your feeling a little lonely.
Ever notice how bright the skies can seem?
When your not afraid to let yourself dream.
Ever notice how love can break your heart?
Moving in completely and ripping it apart.
Ever notice how love can also set you free?
Opening your eyes so you can see eternity.
Ever notice how time can stand still?
Haunting your mind and weakening your will.
Ever notice how time can pass right by?
Taking precious moments in a blink of an eye.
Ever notice how life can be so unfair?
Leaving pain and sorrows without even a care.
Ever notice how life can be so sweet?
Pieces coming together making us so complete.
Ever notice when you love someone to much?
Closer you try to get the further your out of touch.
Ever notice when you love someone with all
Makes everything else seems so small.
For I have taken notice of all these things you see
Because of all this love you have given to me.
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Hate loves &Love hates:
My heart is torn and cannot be mended
My thoughts that roam my mind are no longer splendid
To love is to hate and to hate is to love
To that special four letter word I will push and shove
My breathing is weak and I cannot see
Your face is there when I drop to my knee
Let God have me now...
..Blood drips from my brow
Taste the hate and feel how it is warm
It welcomes well in its form
My heart is torn and cold inside
It rips open and lets forth a dark blooded tide
It is "love" that has caused all this trouble
And it is"love" that has made hate in my heart double
If this word causes so much pain
For this word why do others seek and try to gain?
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Blood Filled Tears:
Do you ever feel like you just want to die?
Do you ever feel like all you want to do is cry?
This world is full of sinners and fakes
They disguise themselves like Satan as a snake
You trust someone they let you down
You love someone they break your crown
Fire burns in my soul
My heart turns into coal
Instead of salty water blood fills my eyes
And instead of tears blood is all I'll cry.
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"The Love We Once Shared"
There was a day once long ago
where we were friends in all we'd go
Time passed our friendship grew strong
I never meant to hurt you or do any wrong
I love you with all my heart
more as a friend at the start
We grew to be more than just friends
we became inseparable until the end
We had times both bad and good
One more chance I wish we could
I was depressed and down
Until my angel, my prayer, you came round
My heart I thought I never had
My God how could I have treated you so bad
You showed me so much care
Into your eyes I would stare
All I could see was my prayer, your love
I prayed to God in heaven above
Allow me to keep this angel of yours
Let her and I one day go on those bus tours
Well now things started to turn against me
I was a jerk, and now you see
Never a chance will I get
Not even a smile or a playful love hit
But my oh my what we had
Sure did, God it made me Glad

[Laguna]

Slender beams of moonlight enter
this darkened chamber as I kneel,
always cold, always a slave,
frozen here,
waiting.
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Tortured forms wrought in panes of glass loom as
dust dances in the air,
forming an image in my mind,
penetrating my exposed flesh.

Blood on humanity's face.

I raise my head, now crying out for
this uncaring mortality.
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Ive try so hard but I still fall.
I even gave it my all, I took the pain.
It will always remain the same.
I have the scars to prove my existence. I have the tears to prove the hurt.
With every memory I add a new scar and new tears that will never stop.
The smiles I have are fake the love I have is gone.
I got no where as I was before.
If I want to be true I must take the pain and tears as they come
for they are a part of me and with out them Id be lost......even though on the inside I already feel lost..
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you’ve done me wrong, see the cat's eyespark
you wouldn’t see if your heart weren’t dark
but stay with me please stay a while
dot make me use the hapless guile
you left me alone to hurt myself
youre mindless as to what I felt
but please stay a while with me
I fucking hate you; dont you see
haha I’m the lunatic moon
alone with me, unwritten rune
sit with me and her
she being in a mad passion
and bring me Armageddon for my prayers
fulfill my mad elation
our very soul, circled with evil
unmoulds its essence
its hopelessly deformed
you tell me not to hurt myself
and I haven’t yet
have I?
I need somebody
this is a jarring and dissonant thing
I think it should be left
or shot in the head
like other deformed things
it's dead
it makes me sick.
tired and sick to the head
and I run away but you still stay
so what the fuck is with you
leave the fucking thing to die
its unnatural life you’ve lent it
it's warping into something else
something far more hateful
and its your fault
but oh my love
how can I be so ungrateful
you’ve lent me life
unnatural or no
and would I be ungracious?
never, no, not to you
stupid, ignorant and pathetic little you
running out of love to patch the burst seams
and all but deaf to tormented screams
wishing for death, crying it forth
but look at this new thing i've birthed!
it bit my hand
oh daddy please
put it back in
fuck you
christ, fuck you
so long
I wish you well
show me that youre not afraid to die
you never had anything to say
and now it's Armageddon for my prayers!
absolute
sweat breaks on my brow
given time ends now
wilted scenes for us who could not wait
Eternal Shadow of the finite Soul,
The Soul's self-symbol, its image of itself.
its cold and ugly
bricked up; a wall
dont you fucking lie
and now, im shoved and I fall
dont you step out of line
it's ok - I feel fine!
I feel like laughing
haha look even my dreams plant tracks on which I will run
even the birds afraid to step out of the sun
the sun?
fall all over me so
you were not there for me
so i rip the sky and beg the sun to
fall all over me
this isnt living
you arent living
this is deformed
it's all too long, too big
all of it, every last bit
shutup, stop lying
shutup, stop crying
stupid weak shit
dont cry
i see your face
it comforts me
but my eyes were closed
you were not here for me
it's my mind that makes sounds
and turns real sounds around
so that i think you cared
i thought you understood
for a fleeting instant i knew where i stood
or we thought i did
you want the fucking adders back around me??
i see her lurking in the shadows
mind afilled with black adders
you see? you have to work, you have to keep me here
please love dont let me slip back down
you couldve fixed it all, just a few words
a few words and we'd be alright
i'd be alright
but you told me not to hurt myself!
don't be such a hypocrit
daddy you told me not to hurt myself
and i havent yet
but you have
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listen to my dark dreams,
and all of the silent screams.
listen to morbid tales,
and whispered betrails.
call me your king and master,
and surrender all hope.
you belong to me now,
your my official play thing.
i own you now,
ive shattered your soul,
your mind is no longer whole.
our love is dark,
twisted,
and opaque.
listen to my dark dreams,
and all of the silent screams.
listen to morbid tales,
and whispered betrails.
come with me,
into the land that i rule,
where im king and your my sweet
crimson queen.
follow me into my dark dreams,
where the moon is black,
and the skies red,
whisper the betrail of death into my ears,
come with me into my dark dream that
dwells in your head.
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folds of skin broken in,
my eyes cry poeticly,
they whine with the night
screaming inside a cold
mind.

The warmth of the teritory
should have heated my heart
but it is forever cold:

Black nails grind into
these folds of skin
its trying to get in
and take it again,

my world is turning gray
when it was once all the colors
of the rainbow;
i'm treating myself as the victim agin
BUT I AM !!!
I REALLY AM!!!
damaged and broken in my hard shell
never to peer out of my burning hell
locked in my folds of skin.
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Souls Without Names
The fires of Hell burn bright
In the middle of the night
Waiting for an angel to fall
No hope of salvation at all
A poor lost soul
Is swallowed up whole
Consumed in the flames
They are souls without names
The fires are ablaze
In this fiendish maze
Consumed by guilt and shame
There is no one else to blame
The fires are a glow
As you sink so low
The Devil has cast his spell
You face eternity in Hell
Journey into the darkest recesses of your mind
Far off chants signal eternal doom
You try to get away
Swimming through a dark, poisonous substance
Which seeps into your skin
A million drowning souls claw at your body
You desperately head for the shore
And scramble out
Onto an island you know not where
Witches and goblins stare back at you
With a hideous intensity in their eyes
You are their prey
A soul for the taking
An inner awakening
Onto a whole new world
Of evil and torment
Again you run
The sky is dark
And the shouts and screams are close at hand
They are ready to pounce
You must get away
You wake up
Safe for another day
But when you sleep
They will enter your dreams
Oblivious to your screams
One night they will take you away
To their world
And untold evil and torment
Will be your daily toil
“Sweet dreams!
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Reason's to Live Not Die

I hate my life and long to die
What is stopping me but my cry
For a love so strong I can't leave
She is the only key to end this
No one understands my pain
The only comfort I have is a knife
Every tear makes the hurt stronger
Why do I have to love so much
For it is he I can't hurt
My loss will be his pain
I can't bear to hurt her
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Pitch Black Vertigo
walking along a dark corridor
in pitch black darkness
I feel a rage for the inability
to set my attitude towards life free
the floor below begins to dissolve
I fall in to a dim light cavern
I begin to walk looking at the walls
on the walls are pictures of the ancient world
I look ahead wondering why the world
IS SO IGNORANT TO CHANGE
RAGE FILLS ME
BEING SO ALONE IN MISERY
NOT BEING AMONG MY OWN KIND
is MAKING MY MIND GO INTO a VERTIGO
TAIL SPIN
I NEED A SAVIOR
FRIEND, FAMILY, ENEMY
SAVE ME!!!!
WILL SOME ONE SAVE ME OR AM I STUCK IN VERTIGO??
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As i walk and i have thoughts go through my head
I suddenly think that u will soon be dead
I carry a ax by my side
I plan to make u my dead bride
I bust down your door and enter your house
As i take a step i crush a small mouse
I enter your room where u lay in the bed
I raise up the ax and i chop off your head
I watch your head roll to the floor
After that i walk out the door
I now can sleep without a thought
Besides the one of me getting caught
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[glow=red,2,300]This is another i wrote for my g/f[/glow]

I will always love you with all my heart
I will make sure that our hearts never part
If we are separated i will search far and wide
Until i find you and you’re my bride
If we fight and you leave
My heart will be broken you better believe
I want to be with you for the rest of my life
If i was ordered i would cut my wrist with a knife
I know you know this with all of your heart
But i had to tell you this to make sure that we don’t part
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I cry for the time that U were almost mine
I cry 4 the memories I've left behind
I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times I thought I had you

[Laguna]

Heres a few more i wrote for my g/f and a few are during the period when we broke up(that only lasted two weeks or so so its all good)

As I stand here alone and my heart beats at a continued pace
I look at the sky and I see you beautiful unforgetful face
I turn away as a tear forms in my eye
And as it hits the ground I let out a sigh
Though I know your not gone for long I still feel alone
Just like a dog without his favorite bone
I sit by the lake and take a glance a my shoe
I see your image in the water and turn around not to see you
I finally go home and lay on the bed
And I fall asleep alone wishing you was there to hold my head
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My wings they were shattered
And nothing really mattered
Then I fell in love with you forever
And I promised I wouldn’t go away and said never
I still hold that promise and it is one that won’t be broken
Because if i do, everything I stand for will go up in flames smokin
I will never do you wrong and will always stay by your side
And when I take you to heaven with me we’ll be sure to glide
And when everything finally ends and its all said and done
I’ll look back and smile and then look with you at the sun

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I miss you so much that I can only have thoughts
My happiness turns to sadness as it quickly but steadily rots
I think all the memories and I slowly start to cry
For being here without you is nothing but a lie
I hope and hope that you will soon be with me
So then beauty will be the only thing that i will have to see
I drift into a slumber as a tear rolls down my eye
Maybe I’ll see you soon I hope cuz without you i might die

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I cried all night because of the fact that we had to part
I laid on my bed wondering why you broke my heart
You probably are happy without me and wouldn’t care if I was dead
That’s all I can think as I wipe the tears away and load the gun with lead
Then I drop the gun and think why waste a bullet on a pathetic life like mine
Anywise killing myself would only be going beyond the line
I decide I will live longer and try to move on with life
But even though I’m sad I will not let my thoughts strife
I finally return to look you in the eyes
And ask you why you had to tell me all these lies
But I find your no longer here but with the man you love
And then my heart grows dark and no longer is there a dove
I hold in my anger suppressing it in my soul
And the blade I had to take unsheated thankfully turned dull
And so I think about how I can move on and only one idea comes to mind
I can cut out my eyeballs so beauty will not make me blind

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Is it all just lies you always told
While together our relationship rapidly grew old
Is it my weakness that split us apart
Or did you just feel like crushing my heart
Did you enjoy the pain I suffered that night
I was wishing that you would’ve treated me right
I looked out my window and at the moon
Hoping you wouldn’t mention anything else soon
I grew tired of staring and listened to a heartbreaking sound
It was the sound of our relationship being buried in the ground
I tried to block it from my ears
But I was stopped by my tears
Though I could’ve been angry I swallowed my pride
And let my heart take this chaotic heartbreaking ride
Suprisingly I still cared enough when you broke my heart
Because I wanted you to be happy even if we had to part
Now I write this to let more emotions out
That way when I’m done no longer will I pout
Instead I’ll be happy and erase all this pain
Because just thinking of you can drive me insane
This is my final rhyme of despair and pain
Its time now to think about what will make me sane
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The thorns of the black rose cuts open my wrists
Making all that is good vanish off of my lists
Then I see your smile and hear you say everything will be ok
And I get off the ground and follow as you walk away
I put my hand on your shoulder and a light shines as you turn around
And we kiss with such a passion that everything watches and not a soul makes a sound
Our kiss lasts a while and then we finally unlock the kiss
We both smile at each other and I think this is destiny and my wish
To have some one who loves me for who and what I am
And doesn’t believe I follow like every other lamb
Our hands locked and we walked away with a harmony following behind
And I have always known and always will you was the one for me to find
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You are what drives me to go all the way
By your inspiration and what you always say
You never lose hope in me no matter what challenge it may be
And you always make me smile and its one only you will see
I will never hurt you I promise this as I give you my heart
And if we break up it will just fall apart
You are all I need to have in this beatiful day
And when I am with you everythings in color and not black and grey
You complete my heart my soul and everything that keeps me alive
And nothing else can take that away not even some bribe
I will always have these emotions no matter what I may say
Which I don’t need to worry this is what I’ll say everyday

[Laguna]

Watch your world slowly burn.
The land is torn to pieces,
Lightning strikes the ground.
The once proud symbol of God,
Hanging black and upside down.
The world begins to rumble,
Blood moon in a polluted sky.
The sun begins to melt,
Blighted world in crimson light.
The four riders ride,
Contagion begins to spread.
Corpses line city walls,
So strong the stench of the dead.
There's no hope left for man,
He's raped the world of it's life.
Forever enthralled in slavery,
Now God cannot hear man's cries.
Come see man's greatest creation,
A worldwide hecatomb.
You've carved your name in stone,
Now there's nothing you can do
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I've looked into a mirror
and scared myself to death
my eyes are so cold and evil
it's hard to draw a breath
I know that my pain is deep
so deep down inside
that there is not a single soul
no one for me to hide
My friends all say they care
and that they understand
but when I'm going through the valleys
I walk alone through this land
The days are darker than death
and take all of their time
and spend it all crushing me
what is this evil crime?
But the truth will be known
although when I'm gone
because my days are numbered
just like the words of a song
But until that day arrives
the mirror will be a sight
my eyes so cold, hollow
and black as the darkest night
So when we meet one day
don't sympathize over me
inside I've already died
so please just leave me be...
Leave me be...
the battle starts in the night 5
the dead will raise and will fight
satan calls forth his dark powers
to fight the good in the early hours
evil is a war of hate
death is your ultimate fate
to the dark your soul goes
on you grave i place this rose
night will take your mind from you
evil will be all you can do
in the fires of hell it never snows
war will be all you know
Around, all around, the mourners gather.
My dread grows as doom's scythe falls against my neck.
It slays me, and darkly my
essence drips
to the wicked earth that is my prison.
In a strange and terrible glee I dance
while death surrounds me.
Now alone, my soul falls upon cold eyes.

This is death
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The night falls with a silent sigh, soulless are we.
the emotion for which you pray
flares once, then dies,
crushed by the abyss.
all hope must sicken and die.

your soul thrives no more.
how could you not understand?
demons surround us, crying,
we have lost our light.

[Kichi-sama]

awesome poems man...just incredible...

[Laguna]

Hey... what can I say... I have inspirations... and I put my emotions into them... which it doesn't matter how much a poem sucks... as long as you put emotions into it... then its a good poem

[Snort]

make a poem about me even though we've never met lol

[Laguna]

lol... i could try... just need some info about you and then i'll give it a shot

[Kichi-sama]

He's got a perverted mind, I'll tell you that.

[Dentack]

Perversion is generaly beneficial. Even if it's not, it's fun. *nods*

[Laguna]

Ok... i'll try just using that...

Snort is a pervert yes it is true
He enjoys touching women and they like to sue
He thinks naughty thoughts and his pants are white
And thats not the original color yes thats right
Hey this is fun I'm writing bout snort
If you take out the sn- add a f- and you have fort
Is this temporary insanity thats flowing from my mind
Hell who cares give me a pork rind
Ok I'm done hope you like what i wrote
If you don't who cares I'm floating through the air in a boat

Heh... i went from writing bout snort to something totally off the subject... good job me ;D